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8/16/2008 @ 11:46:49 am by bestbipolar.com

Writers Block


What do you write when you have writers block.  I can't seem to come up with a blog but I will try.  Maybe it is the fact summer is giving way to fall.  I am not thrilled with fall and winter.  In the fall, I have a garden in which I have to harvest.  That's a lot of work and takes a lot of time. I live in Wyoming and we've had a very short summer. It didn't warm up till the middle of June and now it's cooling off in the middle of Augest.  An early winter is coming I'm afraid and I nor my garden are ready.  I'm sure it's fall.  The flowers that bloom in the fall are blooming now.  The leaves on the trees are turning colars.  Soon they will be gone and the snow and cold will come.  I don't do well in the winter.  I battle seasonal affective disorder.  I also fight depression.  Some times I even slip into a manic depression.  I'm hoping my new medication will help with that.  I'm now on an antipsychotic, a mood stabalizer and an antidepressant.  I hope these will help in the winter.  If my blogs get fewer and fewer understand I'm probably  in a  depression and can't find anything up to write about.  The windows are shut no fresh air, the furnace is on, and its cold outside going as low as 40  degrees and only reaching 60 degrees at the warmest part of the day.  I freeze, not willing to give up my shorts or my summer clothes. I also morn my freedom to go when I want to, in the winter we have to consider the road conditions and the wind.  This makes me housebound and give me cabin fever.  Time will tell, it may warm up after this cold spell, and  be summer again.  At least for another month. I hope.  Hopefully my articles will fill the gaps.   

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